I feel so sick and awful today. Not my pain but my heart. I'm hurting for some great friends of mine who are going through a horrible situation. I want to fight for them to get them out of it. I wish I could just snap my fingers and make it all better for them. Its so hard to watch others learn their lifes lessons. You feel so helpless and even when you know someone you care about is making the absolute wrong decision there is nothing you can do. You can't fight other peoples battles for them no matter how much you want to. They have to be willing to fight for themselves. I'm just so heartbroken for the whole family.
I could turn this into a message about growing and learning but right now I'm just to upset to write anything that would even make sense so I will just leave it with a message a friend wrote today. No matter how many times I am thrown down, I will find a way to stand. If it matters to you, then you must fight for it and never let go.